Some transcripts are for keeps.

Some thoughts get spilled in alone, give peace on reading again and again, and also mark a set of mindsets u reflect. These articles sometimes work as a self responding question. displaying one such article,



Steepest turns of your life
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The steepest turns of your life come when you least expect them. And this is the emptiest period of my till now life. Hence I can think of an aftershock to come and re direct my life to some worthy and fruitful goal.

I read somewhere in a magazine that words are like leaves, when most abound the fruit of sense is rarely found." Hence I prefer being a man of less words and of actions. I don’t want to persuade the people to comprehend with me, I want them to squander over what my actions were and are and then justifiably come to me with a positive criticism, and appraising thoughts. I never will welcome a person’s ideas of negative criticism and any thesis into the cynical aspects of the oblivion I achieved.

I know that it is the darkest hours that one finds a ray of hope; hence I prevent my heart from getting depressed telling

"The glory stands forth pal,

May your eyes not see,

You’re the one go to the marvel,

Who else could it be?

Efforts in any direction with good intent in mind never do wrong of anybody, and do not mean you did nothing if you received no immediate fruits. Tide bends things as the pressure provided; hence the pressure provided with constructive idea will only lead to construction. And this realization of small countless deeds turning into a pile of goodness is the best medicine for a person who doesn’t have much to cherish about in his life.

I don’t know how many of you are going to read this article, and doesn’t matter much to me. I am not writing this article to share the thoughts with many. But I am writing this as an aid to my own psychological treatment from self denial from success.

I have a bad habit of contradicting my optimistic thoughts. This is a remedial in response to those denials.

Signing out. ---------

--------- Sujeet kumar vishwakarma.





this was the original article i spilled out,
but, i gave response to it myself. As they were published my PC only. Now i think there is no harm sharing these, as years passed since that response.



Answered version (with the answers in bracket)

The steepest turns of your life come when you least expect them. And this is the emptiest period of my till now life. Hence I can think of an aftershock to come and re direct my life to some worthy and fruitful goal. ("Bullshit! Nothing changed".)

I read somewhere in a magazine that words are like leaves, when most abound the fruit of sense is rarely found." Hence I prefer being a man of less words and of actions. I don’t want to persuade the people to comprehend with me, I want them to squander over what my actions were and are and then justifiably come to me with a positive criticism, and appraising thoughts. I never will welcome a person’s ideas of negative criticism and any thesis into the cynical aspects of the oblivion that I achieved. ("But pity that I see only that character in guys and gals around me.")

I know that it is the darkest hours that one finds a ray of hope; hence I prevent my heart from getting depressed telling

"The glory stands forth pal,

May your eyes not see,

You’re the one go to the marvel,

Who else could it be?

("Hah! all useless, go to hell buddy…")

Efforts in any direction with good intent in mind never do wrong of anybody,( "but yourself") and do not mean you did nothing if you received no immediate fruits. Tide bends things as the pressure provided ( "that in general cases not mine"); hence the pressure provided with constructive idea will only lead to construction. And this realization of small countless deeds turning into a pile of goodness is the best medicine for a person who doesn’t have much to cherish about in his life. ("With nothing to cherish for a long time, chances prevail, joys sound as noise to you, making you ignore them.")

I don’t know how many of you are going to read this article, ("only did I, to my utmost pity"), and doesn’t matter much to me. I am not writing this article to share the thoughts with many, ("although ‘I expected so’ previously"). But I am writing this as an aid to my own psychological treatment from self-denial from success. ("The remedialisation went useless and I stand even more depressed now.")

I have a bad habit of contradicting my optimistic thoughts, ("and maybe it is genetic and irremovable too"). This is a remedial in response to those denials ("that went useless").

Signing out. ---------

--------- Sujeet kumar vishwakarma.

this was an example of how self deprivation crept in my mind, when world was ready to deprive me of good things. but now i am ready to bounce back.
more in the next blog....

Music, language, lifestyle and Standard of living

India, is emerging as a nation that is beyond par in all the fields. All fields, means all good, bad, beautiful and ugly, as tycoonic excellence or as farmer suicides. We have transcended all boundaries in all the fields. 

        But does it not ask for a wake up call, for a call that insists that, being originally excellent is much better than being average in others' fields. 

        We in India have been bestowed with a culture, that has a vivid and admirable expanse in the fields of communicating the soul, by way of music, and language. Sanskrit, the classical heritage of Indian Culture, is till date considered the most elaborate language among te various languages of the world. We Indians are shying off from this language, and the people from Germany and Japan, now are stressing on studying the language in detail. The Germans feel that they can design better Technical intricasies in Sanskrit than in English, and the Japanese, are very keen to know what the Indian Epics have to say about the learnings of that period. And we, are more inclined on speaking English. We might not stress on speaking in clear and complete hindi, but english! please..... we want us and our surrounding to be impeccable in the same. 

        Same goes for the music. In India we have such a great plethora of Musical variety and quality. Indian(Core) music uses maximum variety of instruments, and the loveliest of sounds are generated while playing music. But, how many of us give it an eye of concern, that we have a Musical History. We are more engrossed in being infatuated towards the octopad and jazz music culture. Now-a-days, a boy in grads, will not like to learn flute (eew... what a thought), but guitar, yes all would love to be a guitarist, an octopad player, and a mouth organ player. Now who shall we hold responsible for such a strange and rueful grieviance. 

        Perhaps ourselves, because it is we who initiate these.....

We need to refabricate our own priorities, and choose what will make us a better intellectual, rather than a better westernized citizen. Being a better intellectual person will give us long term and deep peace. But, being fascinated by, and insipidly collating with the other's traits, will give us momentary satisfaction. then phew...! you look for another reason to be flaunting on.